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Moon And Shadow
05:49
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Have I
Lost your love
Lost it all
Could you tell me?
I
Want to trust
Want to call
When I begin to think that we were never meant to be
I just can't help but question if I've been allowed to help you anyway
Before you answer me, know that there's still a chance that this might last
And even if you sever our connection, love, I'll come right back
I stay up every night
Call you to hear you cry
We've hurt each other but you're still my baby
Feels like we've grown apart
Ripped right out from my heart
Somehow I tell myself you're still my baby
At 4 AM you really tried to call me on the phone?
I told you that I desperately desired greater time to call my own
But I remind myself of how it felt to keep you in my arms
And certainly, I'd sacrifice myself to keep you from light harm
No matter what it costs
I'd fall upon the rocks
Just to maintain the fact you'll be my baby
You've been so good to me
And so resiliently
Yes I rely on you, I need my
Have I
Lost your love
Lost it all
Could you tell me?
I
Want to trust
Want to call
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2. |
You All Know
05:04
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The words that come out of my mouth are pure and exciting
What I want you to think
You would not believe the thoughts I had to drown just to fight it
They slither out the creek
What you need is so attainable, but we're low on our supply
I guess the best got swept up
And I would like to think I'm different from the rest, not fall in line
But I'm not trying hard enough
You need it
I want it
But I am
Dishonest
And I think deep down inside, you all know
I'm pretty sure I've done this right
And I could be your shining knight
But my discretion's not airtight
And you can see through second sight
That maybe I'm a bird of prey
I wait for you to breakaway
To trap you in a Faraday
But I find that so hard to say
I've yet to fully understand
If a bad man would try so hard to be grand
A stranger to a high degree
I have no clue what rests inside of me
You need it
I want it
But I am
Dishonest
And I think deep down inside, you all know
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3. |
Lyresong
04:29
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Morning, but the sky's still dark
I am succumbing to the cold
I hear the sunlight pouring through my window
And it's a reminder I'm not alone
You say "sorry" so I laugh, feign anger
There's no room for another apologist
And you reveal that a letter's in the mail
And I tell you I cannot wait to receive it
(So come back to me!)
It's been a few days
Can't help but wonder
Whatever happened to
My little bear
On the train
Your head on my shoulder
And I'm so endlessly thankful you are tall enough for me
I'm still in disbelief that I've found you at all
You don't have to tell me
I already know
Some days are going to be harder than others
And you're going to break it
The process is slow, but
One day we'll finally have each other
Don't let me rely on former friends
Who hate so profusely because they can
The truth is I side with you, since I
I want to be a different man
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5. |
Made It
05:11
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How long has it been between
When we met incidentally
And the day from recently
You said that you had ran to me
You have come so far since then
You felt you couldn't pass with men
But we don't have to twist and bend
Except when you're around your friends
They say "Your pics are something I forgo"
And "Where's that hot tomboy friend that I know?"
"You've changed so much I can't take it"
I think that's just 'cus you made it
Wasn't it just three years or so
I would've cut and let you go
Now I'm so disgusted by
The other guys, and they don't know
There's something special about you, dear
You said you've lost you closest peers
And I'm afraid that I know why
You got too hot, they run from fear
Your shape is slimming, hair gets long
It's what you've needed all along
And those you know could not have guessed
They couldn't handle you at your best
Your new folks will realize that you've made it
Oh my darling, how you're changing
They weren't chasers after all
You are free of all these liars
You have made it, so stand tall
Oh my darling, how you're changing
They weren't chasers after all
You are free of all these liars
You have made it, so stand tall
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6. |
Temporal Patterns
04:47
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Waking up, blinding lights
Day's already on its decline
Clenching fist, futile shout
Is there any point getting out?
A perfect world stays up late
Gets up early to cultivate
Fossilized, that I am
At the mercy of hungry land
To keep me here
That's why they say I'm an animal
They watch with their cameras
They say it's undoubtable
They know what the answer is
I don't wanna talk about
How hard it has been for me
To sing my best song aloud
I best stay in entropy
I just don't want
(that's the problem, isn't it?)
I'll be okay in time
I'll be okay with time
Notes and chords, melodies
Tend to come and go with great ease
On the phone, 2 AM
Four ears from below perk up then
Sterner talking-tos, some through text
Don't do anything, what comes next?
Waking up, blinding lights
Day's already on its decline
Fossilized
I'll be okay in time
I'll be okay with time
I'll be okay in time
I'll be okay with time
There is no longer time for you
Nobody makes that time for you
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7. |
Shimmer
04:28
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They're bouncing off of you
Every living thing's deflected
Watching helplessly
It's been an honor to
Be within your shimmering
Mutations constantly
Every day's a little different
Still life shifting eyes
Keep single file, please
Everyone maintain your distance
No one wants to galvanize
You're never not disrupted
And all they want is one touch
I'm always there beside them
I promise not too much
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8. |
Something's In The Dark
04:32
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When the road stops humming
You feel the sinister depth of great silence
When your brain gets nothing
It starts making interpretations
Where dark is only the truest
I can now see the glimmer of my end
How could someone just assume it
Oh, I thought that I outgrew this
But something's in the dark
I could've sworn that I saw you
But when I shifted my gaze, you were not there
What kind of tormentor are you?
Or do we all want to get along here?
When I tried to confront it
I was brushed off the shoulder, easily
Don't know what's real and what isn't
Oh, I still don't want to admit it
But something's in the dark
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9. |
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Regardless on whether the grid has an even or odd amount of shaded cells
We can show the unshaded cells directly gained from the shadeds (before regarding connectivity) will always be an even total
It will be 4n - (n^2/4+ total grid penalties)/penalties applied to the perimeter only
Maths aside, important part is that this will always be even
Now lets calculate how much borders in the grid will be passed through
The total amount of borders passed through will be: total grid penalties*(total shadeds against a border -1)/4
Hmmm, how do we find the total of shadeds against a border though
This is actually known
Penalty shows us that it will always be: (total shadeds-total regions -2 +(2ceilR/2 * 2ceilC/2)+(R-1) +(C-1))+1
You may recognise the end of that equation there
We can now ram these equations up against each other and simplify it all
I'm no maths whiz so ill just spit out Agnomy's result
(total shadeds-total regions -2 +(2ceilR/2 * 2ceilC/2)+(R-1) +(C-1)/4n*n^2)+1 + total perimeter penalties *2
Aka "blah blah blah times 2"
So it's even
So what does this mean exactly?
It means we cant have a situation in the grid where we make a chain link (area where the dominos of located cells overlap) shaded
Because even though we may situationally be able to avoid a contradiction there
It will axiomatically lead to an impossibility later on somewhere, or would imply that the grid does not contain symmetric regions
When I read this, it kinda blew my mind
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10. |
An Offer
07:06
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What can we gain from discussing the overhead weather?
What causes the differences in pressure?
Is it man or machine that moves the winds for a feather?
I want to talk to whatever brought us together
I can't imagine you're here of your volition
This is some kind of cruel submission
And obviously you are trying to start a war of attrition
Since you dress just to win a competition
No, your time is up
You don't have to bother
No one takes me up
'Cus I have nothing to offer
I see again
Another end
For you and me in correspondence
What happens then?
I could pretend
That it's what I've always wanted
But I could not lie to you
So make sure to not misconstrue
That despite your past of affection
I swear, you're running in the wrong direction
No, your time is up
You don't have to bother
No one takes me up (why?)
'Cus I have nothing to offer
(I can shout! So loud! I'm shouting! Shout!)
Aprillia
Take the picture down
That should have been just for me
Who took you away?
Let me talk to them
I need you to stay
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